We are moving, there I said it, now it is real. I am not sure if I want it to be real, but it is.... I am scared to death, I have lived in this tiny little town my entire life, my parents are here, Adam's parents are here, my kids have been raised here, I have friends..... But online law school is not working out for Adam, he recently found out that only 16% of people who graduate from the school he has been going to go on to practice law. He is really dissapointed that he spent a year and a half going to school here, but has now decided to go on to a university. The big thing is that we don't know where we are moving to... that just gives me such anxiety! He will apply to a few different schools, and we will just go to where school takes us. Our kids are being huge champs about this, they all have such great attitudes, and have said "dad, we don't care where we live as long as we have you" I am concerned about the potential of lost time with my stepkids, I hope their mom is able to work with us and not take our time and rights away, but it is such an unknown. Fortunatly for me Ryan has said he is going to do the same thing , and apply to schools all over also, and he will be moving as well. We are going to list our house soon, which scares me, FInding a new job and possibly a new carreer scares me, but we will prevail. I am lucky to have a fabulous family, and as long as I have them that is all I need in the long run.
Here is my new favorite picture of Zander, he is truely the light of our lives, we thank god for him every day, what a joy, even if he is a terrible 2!
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